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| Why can't I find a single darning reason of why I should be doing all the things that I am? I always put extra effort into what I do. What exactly is the point of pleasing everyone? My mind is tangled in knots.
I know for a fact in some point of everyone's lives they put some thought into why they are living. At this moment I can't help but think of what a past friend of mine has said: "We will always be alone. We're born alone and die alone. Friends or family, we can't depend on anyone but ourselves."
If you really know what I have done, you know exactly in what big of a mess I am in right now. I thought I was a strong person. I thought I was the toughest in my group. Figures now, that I'm so fragile. I really can't breathe.
Yesterday night everything just clashed into a big chunk of depression. All the little problems added up, making it one of the worst nights of my life. Because I expected so much of myself, I aimed higher than what I could handle. Now I know that I can't do it. A day goes by so fast, I don't have enough time to mend myself.
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| ***********FOODOLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice? balsamic vinegar
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? depends on what i want to eat :P
What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it? sushi
What are your pizza toppings of choice? pineapple
What do you like to put on your toast? syrup
***********TECHNOLOGY***************
How many televisions are in your house? 3
How many phones are in your house? 2 house phones
***************BIOLOGY******************
Are you right-handed or left-handed? right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? no
What is the last heavy item you lifted? my laptop x_x
************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? yes
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Apple !
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? if i had lots and lots of time to do it ><
************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip flops do you own? 4
Last person you talked to: james
Last person you hugged? lizzie
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season? summer
Holiday? xmas
Day of the week? friday
Month? july
Flower? colorful and purdy
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
Missing someone? yes
Mood? anxious for school tomorrow!
What are you listening to? like you'll never see me again - alicia keys (its just playing xD)
Watching? nothing
Worrying about? school and this jerk
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
First place you went this morning? performance in..... ta restuarant
What's the last movie you saw? the unknown
Do you smile often? i smile enough!
Do you always answer your phone? when i am there
It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? last one was from.......... duy. for lunar new years, and it wasnt even new years yet...
If you could change your eye color what would it be? purple
What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? huh?
Do you own a digital camera? yes
Have you ever had a pet fish? yes, in 6th grade class
What's on your wish list for your birthday? wow, too many!
Can you do a chin up? ?
Does the future make you more nervous or excited? both
Do you have any saved texts? yes
Ever been in a car wreck? not anything major
Do you have an accent? plain californian accent
What is the last song to make you cry? this song that minh sang... was so terrible
Plans tonight? sleep!
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? me? i never hit rock bottom!
Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
jasmine milk tea, pineapple fried rice, and another jasmine milk tea
Have you ever been given roses? yes
Current hate right now? the cold!
Met someone who changed your life? everyone i meet takes a part in changing my life <3
How did you bring in the New Year? gaming bitch!
What song represents you? one song cant handle me
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes, and leave my memory!
Does anyone love you? he better!
Ever had someone sing to you? yes :P
When did you last cry? loonnnggg aggooo
Who knows you the best? liz, duong
Do you like pulpy orange juice? yes
Do you like to play Scrabble? yes
When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? i dont even remember
What were you doing at 12 AM last night? with this sexy jerk
What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? "godammniiiiiiiiiit" | | |
| 1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? its never closed 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? no need 3. Have you ever taken towels from a hotel? i dont think so 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? no >< 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? yeah, good for reminders 6. Do you cut out or save coupons but then never use them? yes, me and liz share coupons! life of college student... SAVE MONEY! 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? a bear! bees hurt :( i can fight back bears 8. Should there be an 8th question? o.o 9. Do you always smile for pictures? yes, mostly yes 10. What is your biggest pet peeve? loss of common sense! 11. Do you know anybody with 11 digits or toes? ?? 12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? when i am really really bored 13. Have you ever peed in the woods? not yet xD 14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? oh yes 15. Do you chew your pens and pencils. no 16. Have you ever tried an exotic food? yes 17. Do you like popcorn from those big tins? caramel popcorn! 18. What is your "Song of the week"? poloroid - so damn beautiful 19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? if they can play it off well 20. Do you still watch cartoons? not much 21. What's your favorite scary movie? the ring by far was best to me 22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? under my bed, or behind a picture frame in the wall! 23. What do you drink with dinner? water/tea 24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? ketchup 25. What is your favorite food/cuisine? japanese food 26. What movie could you watch over and over and still love? the haunted mansion 27. Last person you hugged? kevin, kiddie from vovinam 28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout? no, vovinam! beating up kids all the way~ 29. Did you have fun in math class today? no math :D 30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? hmm, wow too long ago >< i think rei doan 31. Can you change the oil on a car? not yet 32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? i should be... but not yet (:
33. Have you ever run out of gas? not yet! hopefully never.... 34. Favorite kind of sandwich? cranberry and turkey! 35. Best thing to eat for breakfast? i like waffles
36. What is your usual bedtime? like 10-11pm? 37. Are you lazy? mostly lazy to go out x_x 38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? princess xD 39. What are you looking forward to? my next car 40. How many languages can you speak? two 41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? yes... star, seventeen, cosmopolitan, elle decor, glamour... and missing one xD i am HUGE magazine reader 42. Which are better: Legos or Lincoln Logs? what are lincoln logs?? 43. Are you stubborn? not really 44. Who is better...Leno or Letterman? who?? 45. Ever watch soap operas? not really 46. Afraid of heights? no 47. Sing in the car? by myself or with liz! pretty shy :/ 48. Dance in the shower? no :P 49. Dance in the car? oh definitely 50. Ever used a gun? no not really :( 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? evc dance 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes 53. Is Christmas stressful? no, unless im broke 54. Ever eat a pierogi? huh? 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? i dont really eat pie 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? a sexy business woman 57. Do you believe in ghosts? yes 58. If given the choice: plane, train or automobile? depends on destination... but i like roadtrip! 59. Take a vitamin daily? sort of vitaminy 60. Wear slippers? fuzzy pink slippers 61. Wear a bath robe? fuzzy white robes 62. What do you wear to bed? something loose 63. First concert? n sync xD 64. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart? target! 65. Nike or Adidas? adidas 66.Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seeds 68. Ever hear of "gorp"? ??? 69. Ever take dance lessons? yeah, modern dance class 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? no, but i DO picture something i hope he DOESNT do >< 71. Can you curl your tongue? no :( 72. Ever won a spelling bee? wasnt in any
73. Ever cried cause you were so happy? cried from laughing hard 74. Own any record albums? no 75. Own a record player? no 76. Regularly burn incense? no 77. Ever been in love? my one and only liz 78. Who would you like to see in concert? big bang or boa <3 79. What was your last concert you saw? ... nsync 80. Hot tea or cold tea? hot tea 81. Tea or coffee? coffee 82. Favorite kind of cookie? snickerdoodles 83. Can you swim well? enough to save myself 84. Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose? yes? :O 85. Are you patient? pretty patient 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ 87. Ever won a contest? yes, art contests <3 88. Ever have plastic surgery? no 89. Which are better: black or green olives? i dont really like olives 90. Can you knit or crochet? i can crochet 91. .... ?? 92. Do you want to get married? no, definitely not yet 93. If married, how long have you been married? ... 94. Who was/is your HS crush? many many 95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? not anymore :D 96. Do you have kids? no 97. Do you want kids? yes at least 20 of em 98. What are your favorite colors? pink purple black gold 99. Do you miss anyone right now? liz! :( i want to go shopping 100. Were you answering this to procrastinate? no, hehehe just bored!
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| Why are people such philosophers? Always questioning about every aspect in life, its annoying! My simplest answer is "Because I want to." and wow? They can't take that. I do what I want, I live my life the way I want to live! Don't make things so complicated.
It's a cold day today.
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| I doubt I can go vegetarian x_x People always call me up to eat lunch or dinner... lol....
Last night I went to Burma Superstar down in San Francisco, had over 30 minutes of waiting time, but the food was pretty good :D The spices they used were really different from what I usually ate. Then across the street was this wonderful crepe/marketplace called Genki, so amazing!! A lot more expensive than the Mitsuwa though :(
Welp! Gonna get ready for VSA meeting. Bye bye ^^
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